September 2011
lightfootlito asked: Be happy :) was sad how we drifted apart :(
Why do I have to cater to everyone else’s feelings ? What about my own ? What about my happiness ?
Fuck.
I can't do this anymore.
You and I both know it. Why are you making it so difficult ?
What am I suppose to do..
He wants to try but I know I want it over.
I was suppose to be a fuck up, a mistake, and I...
I somehow managed to get here. To one of the best universities for business.
I almost didn’t graduate high school but I did with honors anyway.
It’s not that i hung out with bad people either, they just weren’t going anywhere with their lives.
At one point I didn’t care. My parents were pissed, and my sister? Oh god.
I might be dead by now if I didn’t change my...
I want to just pick up and move.
Without telling anyone or bringing anyone with me.
I feel like leaving whatever i have and the people i know behind for just a little while.
Sort of just disconnect myself.
How can I do that with 2 other roommates that love and care for me to death but I just want to get away ?
Fuck I’m ranting about stupidness that has cluttered in my head.
So..
I’m not complaining, but at one point in my life, I was so content and happy about everything. I was satisfied with the direction of it.
Now I’m unsure of what I want and unsure of what I want to do.
Im not depressed, I just feel trapped in this routine that I don’t want anymore.
It’s not anyone surrounding me doing something wrong, but it’s me.
I’m being...
....
What do you do when everything in life you once knew about is something you’re not sure about anymore?
What do you do when the person whom has made you happy for so long, no longer is what you want anymore?
What do you do when your life could change if that one person is no longer there but you’re ok with it?
Just thought I’d ask..
If you’re unhappy about how someone continues to...
lightfootlito:
Truth.
what makeup can do:
joycakes:
mangojelly:
OH GOD THE 2nd TO THE LAST ONE.
LMFAO. uh..
Makeup cakes onto your face.
You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.
I want to do something spontaneous, something...
But then my little angel on my shoulder is screaming HOMEWORK FIRST. fml.
Life as we know it.
Everything happens for a reason. I thought back about how I met my boyfriend. If things didn’t happen the way it did then we would have never met. It amazes me what life has in-store for us.
Reblog if you're a nobody on Tumblr but you're...
Haters don’t piss me off. They make me happy because someone is actually thinking about me. :)
Sometimes...
Just one day out of the month, any random day for that matter; don’t you just feel like everything is going really good when you think back ?
And then reality comes crashing down on any random day and you just want to break down due to stress and everything around you.
That’s how I feel.
Looks do not matter. As long as you treat the person right, that’s all that will matter.
So..
I’m ready for school to start, but I really don’t want it to.
